So today Chuck came in to talk to us about the Air Force possibly centralizing my job. Very scary thought. If they do that, then I would have to concider moving to keep my job. Would I move? Yes, I think I would. I have never worked with insurance companies and I love working for the Air Force. Besides, I think I hear once that it would be centralized in Colorado Springs, which would be a totally cool place to live, I think. Not too far from home for visits. But all this is a bunch of speculation. I am terrified at the thought of losing my job. There isn't a place here in OK that would pay me nearly as much as I am making now. I don't know how I would survive a pay cut. Dear God please don't let this job go centralized and leave me jobless...I don't know if I could handle that right now. I need to buy a car so I can give Mom's car back to her, its not fair that I have it for so long. But I don't know how else I'd make it to the meetings. Tiger and I just can't afford to buy a car unless it is a real junker. God grant me the serenity.....this is so scary. I need this job just the way things are. But push comes to shove, I will aggresively pursue staying with the Air Force job even if it means moving. The family will probably be pissed off at me, but I like what I do and it is perfect for me. I worry about Mom, of course, she would be the one most disappointed, but I am sure she would understand. I would miss the family, but OK isn't far from all of the locations I think have been mentioned....ST. Louis, San Antionio, Colorado Springs. Mom would always be welcome to visit even. Oh well, no point counting chickens before they are even hatched. Enough worry for the day and all that. What happens will happen. God's will be done, God help me.