Well, it's been awhile since I have written on my blog. Still having problems staying sober this year, but I think this time it is going to stick. I have a different perspective and my last drunk was totally unfulfilling. I spent the whole time regretting the drink for the time lost in sobriety. My sponser SEP says that is a great sign that I have probably hit my very bottom. I certainly hope so.
I am hating my teaching job and am looking for another job but not having much luck. Everyone wants people with 3 or more years insurance experience which I don't have. I just don't know what I am going to do. I am toying with the idea of going back to school to become a drug and alcohol counselor. But I don't know how I can do school and 2 jobs at the same time. I already tried it once and it darn near killed me. I need the school to fire me so I can get unemployment so I can do it.